One mommy New life

So much has changed since I was on here last. I am definitely not the same girl anymore. I am now the proud mother of an almost 7 month old little boy. His name is Mason.

I am a single mother that is back living with her parents, working as a house keeper. I didn't finish school, yet. I hope to be able to go back someday, once I have figured out what I want to do with my life. I am 23 years old. I don't know what the future holds for us. I was not ready to be a mother. I was working 2 jobs trying to support my party life, living with roommates when I found out I was pregnant by the rebound guy. He was not a good guy for me. Three months into my pregnancy he went to jail. He was locked up for about a year.
Life was so bad for me during this time, and even with all the stress I ended up with a beautiful healthy baby boy. Man did he take a long time to get here. 49 and 1/2 hours of labor before Mase came into the world. From that moment on my life will never be the same.
I am learning daily the struggles of being a single mother. It's not easy by any means. I hope that out of all my struggles and joys, past present and future that myself and anyone out there reading can gain strength, confidence, and hope.

"He gives power to those who are tired and worn out; he offers strength to the weak. Even youths will become exhausted, and young men will give up. But those who wait on the LORD will find new strength. They will fly high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint." - Isaiah 40:29-31

Free Willy

If you have never seen this movie, you must. It's truly wonderful!!! This is coming from a person who has had several dreams of being ate alive by an killer whale. Still a great movie with values that should be upheld!! Oh not to mention the music video "Will You Be There" by Micheal Jackson!!!

My Top 10 Movies

My top 10 movies

1. The Family Stone
2. Benny and Joon
3. He's Just Not That Into You
4. Now and Then
5. Because I said So
6. You've Got Mail
7. While You Were Sleeping
8. One Fine Day
9. My Best Friends Wedding
10. Made of Honor

So I haven't written in a couple of months, sorry. Over this past semester I have seen several movies.
I have decided to start giving movie reviews. Ill be starting with The Notebook.

From the Best-Selling Novel by Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook stunned audiences. If I had to sum this movie up in one word, it would be passion. Heartthrob Ryan Gosling and beloved Rachel McAdams take audiences on a journey of love, heart break, and passion for life. This movie captivates you. While watching, you feel what they feel.

This movie is any persons dream life (to an extent). Not without struggles, happily ever after happened for Allie (McAdams) and Noah (Gosling). On the down side, this IS only a movie, and book. It may sound synical, but happily ever after only exists in movies and fairytails.

Overall, this movie is ranked one of the best romantic movies of all time.

Good morning.....
so my day hasnt ended yet even though its almost 8 am.
I was up late working on an english paper and finally finished around 2:30 am
I got in bed and couldnt sleep...
I layed there till 6 am.
Got up got a shower.... did my make up
Now im waiting till 8 am to blow dry my hair.... which needs to be colored again....

so borred, dreading class.....
maybe ill take a nap afterwards

Well this is yet again Another time with
The Girl Next Door

Well I had a great weekend!
Went home.
Went to Savor (a mexican club in lubbock) for Bo's BDAY!!!
Went to Whataburger
Went to John Bocko's Baseball Game
Hung out with EVERYONE like for the reals EVERYONE again on Saturday
Went to church
Came back to San Angelo

At the club I was ranked the most hit on.
- creepy guy in the cowboy hat
- white boy that couldnt dance that ended up with this black lady
- LESBIAN (scared for life)
Didnt get home till 6 the next morning....
Mom woke me up at 9!!!! ahhh
I was such a crabby girl saturday due to lack of sleep... oh well

Destiny Killed me the whole way back to San Angelo with her danm country music!

Had so much fun!!! Missing my mexicans!!!!!!

Ready for spring break!!! 2 weeks till then!!!!


Fun Blurb from
The Girl Next Door

Morning..... (sigh) yet again it comes..... why is it that my nights of of wonderful sleep go by so fast yet my days go by so slow... Well I guess I have to go live a little

I havnt writtin in a while. Things are always so busy. Every other weekend I go home which is nice. Des and I are doing great...
We work out almost everyday.
We laugh all the time.
With us, life is pretty swell. - although she did shank me with her key in the post office.... all fun and games....
I dont get to really hang out with anybody anymore.... except for Des, but she doesnt really count because we are both always in the room.

Oh well Life goes on so I guess I better go live it..

For Now,
The Girl Next Door